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03:22am 04/06/2005
 
mood: drunk
music: the killers - smile like you mean it
whaaaaa?
i still have a livejournal?
this is crazy talk.
anyways. for all of you out in lj land, i officially hate the dickens, it sucks.
and thats all i have to say about that.
lol.		  
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03:57pm 15/02/2005
 
mood: cold
dear valentines day,
i hate you
un-love, carla

p.s. ice cream and troy made you better. and so did a few valetines, but that doesn't mean that i forgive you for being a crappy holiday.		  
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haha. good job e-dogg for finding this one.   
05:43pm 07/02/2005
 
mood: upset/pissed off
music: papa roach - scars
"Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life		  
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button, button, who's got the button?   
10:06pm 21/01/2005
 
mood: drunk
music: nothing, taryns computer is a penis. with gangreen, dont ask
so tonight is soooo good
i have concluded that:
a) i do not have a 3 year old (taryn and i saw a sign about enrolling kids in jk, and i made a comment about being glad that didn't apply to me... eeeech)
b) steve is gullable and does not take jokes well (we told him taryn's eye had puss cause i hit her in ti with a paper airplane, and that it had a tractor beam... he didn't believe us, i dont get it...?)
c)people at the LCBO are onto taryn for buying me alcohol so get into the state i am presently in

ALSO, golf is both boring and taxing to the outer ear.		  
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hmmm   
01:23am 06/01/2005
 
mood: contemplative
music: tool - eulogy
having some mixed feelings about life today. first of all, there was some house hunting, and i think we have decided on one. i am going there tomrrow to sign the lease, if all goes well. should be interesting, my parents saw it tonight, and amanda's dad is coming tomorrow to look at since he is a real estate agent. convienient? i think so! life seems to be getting into order. school is now in order, so i think that other parts of my life should be getting into order. aka i would very much like to get them that way. or at least think.
anyways. enough about that. happy birthday taryn! the first one at 19, you should be proud. i still have 3 months and 20 days. ya thats right. i have not yet started the official count down, but i know how long i have. lol
i will be off now to talk to chelsea. i think shes back from her date. should be interesting.
later!

p.s. the snow is so pretty! i love snow.		  
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its over!   
11:05am 27/12/2004
 
mood: okay
music: frou frou - let go
so this whole holiday business has finally come to an end. which is sucky and good all at the same time. good because im personally feeling a little better, and sucky because obviously christmas is over for this year. anywyas. presently, im burning this oil thing from the body shop in my room, its totally good-smelling, it smells like chocolate orange. whee! so, im going to go and lie in bed now in my room that smells really good. and read. yes!		  
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:)   
08:51am 25/12/2004
 
mood: bouncy
toboganning on christmas eve was an excellent idea. thanks guys, i had a good time. especially since i wasn't quite feeling the cheer earlier on in the evening. hope everyone else had a nice christmas eve with their families or whoever they were with. and also, this morning there were presents!! wheee! i got a digital camera, its sweet. and also, i got a new clock radio that plays cd's so i can wake up to them, which is soooo good. i got some other good stuff too, and im excited. hopefully everyone else got stuff they wanted, i want to know how that went. anyways, im off. i have to have a brunch with my cousins in hamilton, so im out.
merry christmas!		  
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christmas spirit?   
09:31am 22/12/2004
 
mood: okay
music: incubus - stellar
alright, the officially most random thing ever happened to me last night. so i get home from shopping, and i find this envalope on the counter for me. and its a letter, and i looked at the back, but i didn't know who it was from. and my mom's like, it looks like theres a credit card in it. so i open it, and what do i find?? my ID!!! and a note, saying that some person named adam found it ON THE STREET and looked at the address and mailed it back to me. and then wished me happy holidays. WHO DOES THAT???!!! so crazy. good news is i have my ID back. bad news is, someone knows my address, but they sounded pretty nice so hopefully it wont be a problem.

anyways. so. about christmas. its coming very soon i just realized. don't know what im thinking about that. im having some mixed feelings, which really sucks, cause its christmas and should be a happy time. but whatever. i'll work that out with myself i guess. it is mostly fun and such, i'm wrapping presents tonight, which i like. so ya. should be a good time. anyways. im off to work. damn the man, save the empire!		  
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ZzZzZzZz....   
12:31pm 16/12/2004
 
mood: thirsty
music: APC - judith
k im really tired. i am not used to this 8 hour shift business. started at the LCBO yesterday, and it is officially the easiest job ever. minus IDing people, which is strangely scary. i dont get it, i guess im just a sissy. lol. and i have to work for the next 4 days.... boo! but im making money, which i enjoy.

anyways, today is ashley's birthday! so hopefully we can all get together.
its hair blowdrying time.
catch you all on the flipside!		  
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finit!   
01:48am 14/12/2004
 
mood: contemplative
music: big wreck - that song
yes! im so done exams
hahahahhahahahahahahahahaha.
and im really really excited
no more stress. till i start work wednesday... eeech. that should't be too bad though.

on another note, i had my first banana split ever today! it was soo good, taryn laura ali and i went to dimitri's and it was fun, we caught up for a bit then went to see laura's rez, which is pretty good, they have actualy town houses there. and in the rooms, when you're in bed you can't see your roomate, which is nice. i would enjoy that luxury. lol. i had a good time though, jsut talking about stuff, life in general. its really nice to see familiar faces, so that you can talk about things and they know who you're talking about, cause they were there, if that makes sense. i dunno its nice. i can't wait for everyone else to get home! its funny how things have changed in 4 months though. not in a bad way, just changes. more funny things. and then, how some things haven't changed a bit. like ali eating frozen peas out of a bag (i joined her, they were some good peas). anyways, im off to bed. have a good sleep everyone!		  
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back to basics   
10:47am 13/12/2004
 
mood: stressed
music: none
so im going with the oldschool theme since no one can see my background... lol

on a sidenote, i am scared shitless for my exam. i think im overstressing.		  
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new!!   
01:47pm 12/12/2004
 
mood: creative
music: 311 - flowing
yay i have icicles! is it soo much? can you see them? and if so, can you see the words? if you can't, i think it will be easier of you highlight them. im excited.		  
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fuck!   
10:01am 10/12/2004
 
mood: cranky
well, no more ID for me. not really a stress, cause i dont really use it anyways. but it got taken away by this bitchy slut bartender last night who instead of asking me for a second piece, kicked me out of the concert. did she ID anyone else? no. so i thought she'd be laxed about it. that slut. arg. eh.
anwyays. the night ended up okay. liz and i went to the stag shop and out for dessert at mr. greenjeans. then we shopped for a bit, and then picked up nate. so it was alright. whatever. i never use my ID anyways, and my b-day is on 4 months. it happens, for me it was just at a really crappy time.		  
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here you go e-dogg...   
10:12am 09/12/2004
 
mood: frustrated
CURSES!!!

i hate this exam. its going to rape me up the asshole. who needs to know all this shit? who? well apparently i do. and its a ridiculous amount of mind numbing dates and readings and essay shit because i have to write one IN 1 HOUR! as in i have an hour to do it. my exams not till 4
just thought i would get some complaining in first... lol.
rrraaaaa!

on a side note, im going to see catch 22 tonight. huzzah! but i can't think about that till my exam is done. argbnvadfviunbearfvubvavrrrrrrr....

p.s. i have a tension headache. i need body massage
p.p.s. and my christmas lights just fell down. blast!		  
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garden state!   
08:31am 08/12/2004
 
mood: nervous
music: frou frou - let go
such a good movie. i would recommend this one, i really liked it.
and the soundtrack is awesome!

anyways i have an exam. so i have to go study now, EEEEE! my first university exam. im scared, not gonna lie.
wish me luck!		  
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ooooooh!! a survey!   
05:03pm 07/12/2004
 
mood: geeky
music: coheed - god send conspirator
this is my break between bio and classics.... lol

1. First Name: carla
2. Hair Color: blonde
3. Middle Name: nicole
4. Hair Style: long and curly
5. Eye Color: blue
6. Height: 5'9"
8. Birthday: april 26th
9. Zodiac Sign: taurus
10. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope
11. Do you have a crush?: ha. don't know if i'd call it that... :S

favorites
1. Favorite Animal: um... polar bears?
2. Favorite Sport: waterpolo
3. Favorite Color(s): i like alot, im colourful
4. Favorite Friend(s): i don't think thats right. you can't have a favourite friend. i love all my friends for different reasons
6. Favorite Song(s): right now? bubble toes!
7. Favorite Movie Quote: "yo who's a fag? yo, bouf 'a ya'll. this is love scented candle, bitch! damn!"
8. Favorite Store: that upstairs one on queen street

9. Favorite Feeling: being happy
10. Favorite Shoe: my pink and black vans
11. Favorite Scent: fresh baked cookies. aka my kitchen!
12. Do You Wear Make-Up?: sparingly

13. Which is more important, personality or looks?: personality. it makes people hotter.
14. What kind of personality do you like in a guy/girl?: a good one? i dont know. not too serious.
15. Do you move fast or slow in a relationship?: ?
16. What is your idea of the perfect guy/girl?: johnny depp? JUST KIDDING.
17. Would you ever ask someone out?: nope. well, maybe. but it'd be scary!
18. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: guys? whatever.

love, life & friends

1. What is the first thing you notice about somone?: eyes
2. When's the last time you cried?: sunday.
3. What do you want to be when you grow up?: happy with my life
4. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?: nope
5. How far have you gotten?: just call me all the way may... j/k (a league of their own? anyone?)
6. Do you like someone right now?: awkward!!!
7. Do they know?: also awkward! lol
8. Do you have a best friend?: yes, a few

do you like to..

1. Do you like to give hugs? i do
2. Give back rubs?: sure
3. Take walks in the rain?: as long as its not cold.
4. Do you ever have one of those falling dreams?: do i ever? not usually.
5. What is on the walls of your room?: posters
6. When you chew gum, what etc..kind?: whatever kind i can scam
7. Do you use chap stick?: blistex all the way!

in the past month, have you..

1. Drank?: yes
2. Smoked?: no
3. Drugs?: weedos, it may have been over a month though
4. Made Out?: no
5. Go on a date?: no?
6. Go to the mall?: yes
7. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: no
8. Eaten sushi?: yes
9. Been on stage?: no
10. Been dumped?: no
11: Had someone unfaithful to you?: no
12. Watched The Smurfs?: no
13. Hiked a mountain?: no
14. Made homemade cookies?: yes
15. Been in love?: uh?

more stuff
1. Are you popular?: what is that?
2. Are you pretty?: well i dont think im that ugly, but i dont know.
4. What is your favorite word to say: eeeee
5. What is your favorite phrase to say?: i'll be 2 shakes of a lamb's tail
6. What are you doing right now?: writng this? and taking a study break
7. What song are you listening to?: vertical horizon - everything you want. ya im old school.
8. What are you wearing?: coheed shirt a la blizzle, the good ol' gray ankle biters, and no socks

preferences
1. Cold or hot?: cold
2. Lace or satin?: satin. lace gets itchy
3. Blue or Red?: blue
4. New or old?: new
5. Rain or snow?: snow
6. Give or receive?: i dont know. i like both kinda.
7. Wool or cotton?: cotton
8. Rose or Daisy?: rose
9. Private school or public school?: public. i don't believe in private schools.
10. Chocolate milk or plain milk?: chocolate
11. Celsius or Fahrenheit?: im not american, thanks.
12. Spring or Fall?: spring
13. Inny or outty?: inny.
14. Now or then?: now. for some things, then. but mostly now.
15. How many fingers am I holding up?: 11
16. Scent?: dior.
17. English or Math?: english
18. Bath or shower?: shower
19. Bedtime phrase?: "goodnight moon"
20. Self-stick or lick?: self stick
21. Cursive or print?: print
22. Do you like surprises?: yes!
23. Paranoid or Cautious?: cautious
24. Heights or Crowds?: crowds
25. Half-full or half-empty?: depends
26. Top or bottom?: top
27. do you/Would you dye your hair?: oui. well tina does. (tina! come get some ham!!)
28. Speeding or running red lights? speeding. controlled speeding.
29. Gold or silver?: silver
30. Bad habits?: i have a few
31. Piercing?: just ears... eech. thats not the usual for me. something will have to be done about that.
32. Erogenous Zone(s)?: NOT EARS. and why would i say that out loud?
33. "Maybe" or "Mebbe?": maybe <- english!
35. What do you wish you'd done?: nothing, i still have time to do what i want. im a teen. lol
36. Fetish?: dunno.
37. Do you have one of THOSE voices?: i don't think so... wait, what are we talking about here?
38. Jammies or naked?: depends on who im with.
39. Neurotic or psychotic?: neither.
40. Do you talk to yourself?: sometimes. not gonna lie

past

first grade teacher's name: mrs. naar. yes!!!
last word you said: shit
last song you sang: hahaha i dont sing.
what's in your cd player: head automatica
what color socks are you wearing: none.
what's under your bed: my clothes. there are drawers under m bed
what time did you wake up today: 11
where do you want to go: the cottage
what is your career going to be: oh man. i dont even know.
where are you going to live: wherever i decide when im older and not when im 18 years old?
how many kids do you want: 2 or 3
what kind of car will you have: whatever i can afford. ideally, ali's jag. lol or a big van

current mood: tired
current music: coheed
current taste: water?
current hair: in a bun
current smell: rain from outside
current longing: for exams to be over
current desktop picture: rez people from halloween
current color of toenails: plain?
current worry: failing at life
current crush: the pop can in my garage. get it, i crushed it! HAHAHAHAHA....eeeeee...
current hate: health studies		  
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"... and we said nay, we are but men!"   
03:55pm 06/12/2004
 
mood: cold
music: sublime - scarlet begonias
could have had a better weekend. whateves. it happens.
in other news, i found my movies!!! i called the bus company today and it was tres exciting, because they have my movies which i am missing!!!!! i am very excited. in other worse news, people suck at life. jess and bryan broke up and she is mondo upset. note to everyone everywhere, NEVER break up with someone over the phone after 2 years. have some decency. thats ridiculous

as for me, i woke up in a really good mood this morning. firstly, it SNOWED!!! i am so happy, i love snow. and also, i got new body wash, and it smells really good. and yesterday, i saw some family i havem't seen in actually 10 years. which was kinda cool, got to know some of my cousins. anyways. im out now to buy clothes for work. because i have to dress nicely. and in order to do that, i need nice clothes. what a shame... lol
later gators.		  
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i agree   
10:35am 02/12/2004
 
mood: good
music: ultimate fakebook - tell me what you want (old school!)
i think sex and the city with pomegranates and junior mints is the best idea ever. count me in!
i am also excited for exams to be over, i had the weirdest dreams ever last night. one was that i had like 3 exams on the same day, and the other was that i entered a contest and won a chance to meet some rockstar. it was weird. anyways. my exams are done on the 13th, which is so early and im excited. then i start work at the LCBO, which is also good. unfortunatley, i can't let anyone through though, cause i'm new and they'll be watching like hawks. so danielle can come visit, but thats about it. sorry guys :(

and for whoever's home, we're all getting together on saturday somewhere, liz and i are trrying to organize something, so call me if you're in! i miss everyone and im hoping we can find something fun to do for new years, if anyone knows, let me know please!
anyways i have to go shower.
later!		  
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where has my time gone?   
01:12pm 30/11/2004
 
mood: bouncy
music: head automatica - at the speed of a yellow bullet
so i haven't been on here in awhile. well, awhile for me anyways. hope everyone is doing well, im doing pretty good myself.
we won our finals for waterpolo this weekend!!!! sooo excited, not everyday you walk onto a 1st place team and win again. my friend Jen won MVP of the tournament, as a first year goalie, which is ridiculously good. so everything was very exciting, there was much drunkeness on the bus on sunday, and later, at the ramshead. good ol' ramshead. anyways. in other news, yesterday was danielle's birthday, liz slept over and we received a very drunken phone call from her at about 1:30 AM. it was hilarious. and then today, it is liz's birthday, which is awesome because we had a fun sleepover, and now she has fake dreads par moi which are so hot. lol. i will admit, they're some of my better work. and also, we're going out to bingo i think tonight, which is so fun.
i hope everyone is having a good time at school, and i am so excited for everyone to come home! p.s. ashley, did i talk to you on the phone last night? cause i had a dream that i did. and stevie, i hear you're coming home this weekend, which is good cause im going to be home on saturday.
and now, its time for me to go to class, so i hope everybody has a good day!

p.s. i think i am overtired. i feel really bouncy considering my lack of sleep... yay!		  
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03:47pm 23/11/2004
 
mood: crazy
music: jimmy eat world
k so i am officially delerious. i am so tired, its ridiculous.
i need a nap
and its not going to happen. which sucks huge.
maaaaaa!
i hate this essay		  
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